sadness #12

when you are enveloped by sadness that is brought about by a lot of things that happened-whether in the past, just recently, or what you maybe expecting thats gonna happen tomorrow, there will always be that someone who can share your troubles with. But how great is that sadness if you cant have someone to share it with anymore. Or if that someone cant handle you anymore more than you can handle yourself. You always choose a last resort which should have been the first. Fear is something i dont want to have and it something thats eating me up now. My conversations and tears i offer to my Lord because of all of them, there is nobody else who can fully accept me for what i am and what i am not.

What else could it be?

tears or tear-y eyes are an indication of watching too much House, FB mobile all day, and sleep deprivation. What else could it be?

GI JOE is a bit of transformers and a lot of drama. =D

I took the bus today. It was P18 finer.

Looking forward to this in August. Hope the weather will jive with US and my holiday slash birthday slash anniversary trip.

I took the bus today. It was P18 finer.

Looking forward to this in August. Hope the weather will jive with US and my holiday slash birthday slash anniversary trip.

I took the bus today. It was P18 finer.

Looking forward to this in August. Hope the weather will jive with US and my holiday slash birthday slash anniversary trip.

Its you

ikaw pala, ang aking hinahanap.. ang bahaghari ko sa likod ng ulap..
ikaw ang hulog ng langit sa puso kong napunit.. dahil sa dramang paulit-ulit
kanina ka pa ba nariyan?

'gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay yakapin mo ako..

feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko..

-itchyworms

Autofail-ure?

binabangungot ako kahit gising, ng sarili kong kasalanan?

ang bait ko na lang kasi. kainis.

i was just thinking.. maybe i never really removed myself from being an agent.. or in other words.. i still think like one.. i think for them.. to protect them, and guide them.. make them happy so that they will remain happy even at work.. maybe im not thinking as being part of management.. maybe that's why its haunting me.. of what i did.. or did not do.. hmm.

orphans given away by their mother and now they have become rebels.. longing to be with their biological mother again..

getting hitched too

ay sows meron na naman nadagdag. nyahahaha. bitter. red motif. di puede backless dami ko pimples. fondant cake, red din dapat. tas medyo rock na un sa reception haha. puede ba un? auko naman magtampo un iba, kaya dapat invited lahat from little to big. i mean, from my childhood to nowhood. sabi ko nga kay jacq kanina, dapat may representative man lang sa bawat yugto ng buhay ko. drama ko daw hehe. punta na ngako parlor. pa hair and make up. baka ma-late ako sa church. nagaantay na ang groom.

*sigh*

2 redhorse at 1 cracklings

hindi masaya pag magisa uminom. sorry ngayon ko lang natry to eh.

pampatulog or pampalasing? ewan ko gusto ko lang masubukan. eww pala. hindi masarap. mas masarap may kasama. tas palabas sa tv, dyosa o kaya gagambino. ano kaya yun. wala kasi dvd, nasa cavite.

ang gulo gulo ng utak ko. ewan ko ba. new year pa naman. dapat pala magbago nako ng utak. new life, new episode daw oh. parang telenovela lang ang buhay. minsan alam mo na susunod na mangyayari. minsan masosorpresa ka. uyy! kaya mo pala gawin yun. posible pala mangyari yun. andami. im confused. ngayon ko nararamdaman di ko alam gagawin ko. kung ano ba talaga ang gusto ko.

amg hilig ko mag-ayos ng sira, pero sarili ko hindi ko magawa. haiz.