not just a slumbook love

Another poem about love.


its an irritatingly unique, indescribable, superb emotion that flows within our entire wholeness..

..& never can you take it away from someone.

love never dies; people do & people kill love.

love sucks; but without love, everything sucks.

love is for the world; without love where is the world?

love is all bullshit; but if you don't love, you are a moron, idiot and a whole waste of human flesh.

love is full of color; without it, it will be just gloomy blacks & sorrowful greys.

love hurts; but love heals much faster.

love messes everything up; but it also stitches & patches things up.

love makes you sniff & cry; love makes you die of laughter.

love burns until you melt down; but love can burn hell down.

love can't be undone; its permanent.

you can fall in love; you can't fall out of love, its just that love moves in a different level - lower or higher.

love is perfect; flaws & faults doesn't make it imperfect, the people-that-don't-know-how-love-works do.

LOVE DOES NOT NEED BECAUSE, BECAUSE LOVE IS THE CAUSE.

first time kumain ng rice sa bus.

lonely day.
happy night.
no chris & maymay.
dont worry chris.
had the guts to show my face.
a-holes.
coughs & colds parin.
lost my cocolife.
damn it.
miss beer.
hehe.
training daw later.

first time ko kumain ng rice sa bus.
sarap.

after shock

after that fatal day.. (fatal daw oh?)

coughs & colds.
no drugs.
the waking hour.
message in a bottle.
pick.
no letters.
warmth.
insert sim card.
blog.
sun.
drive.
sleep.

and then there was light..

has anybody joined the bridge?

check out the Photobucket link at the side of my page this moment only if you:

* attended Jay-r Tan's celebration of passing in the board exams..

* went to the NCAA opening last month at Araneta..

* are my college friend and was with me at the Shang last April 15..

* are working where I'm working at and belongs to Bucs..

* are working where I'm working at and has the same job as I am..

* attended the Pulp Summer Slam with me..


wala lang. im sick today. i feel so bad. i dont know why. maybe because im sick.

I can't stand up. maybe because I'm paralyzed.
Moments when you want to run but you can't.
I'm still lucky I have someone who's stupid as I am.
I dont want to feel anymore. I'm weak.

do you like incubus?

check out this site (i found it in a cellphone's outbox) where i heard brandon boyd singing like a virgin.

gwapo talaga ni brandon.

I'm really sorry..

does being a friend has to have conditions?

My friend hates me.. but I understand her. I do.

Am I really that bad of being one?
Or am I just too plain stupid not to see that she really needs me?

I hope this wont be for long.

I'm sorry girl if you feel that way.

I love you girl. I really do and I can never give up on what we had that easily.
I hope you wont to.

sa gitna ng kahimbingan

weird. i had a dream yesterday.. (cant say last night kasi tanghali ako natulog eh..)
i was with a guy. and he was very furious with someone.
Setting: at one of the corner cubicles at the office.. (cubicle? parang sa CR?)

GUY: ggggrrrrr! susugurin ko na yun eh!
AKO: uy, bakit ka ba galit na galit???
GUY: eh kasi yang kaibigan mo eh! *magkasalubong ang kilay at nanggigigil*
AKO: *sabay yakap sa guy at pinipigilan* ano ka ba! bakit ba kasi galit ka dun?!
GUY: *umuusok ang nguso* eh kasi ang tagal ako sagutin eh!!!

AKO: *nagising na sa katotohanan*

hehehe. i just laughed when i woke up. pero i was hoping na sana totoo. para naman masaya ang friend ko.

masaya ngaun. rest day ko eh. hehe.
dito lang sa bahay. ewan ko bukas ano mangyayari.
tignan natin.

nakadalawa lang yata ako

shocks. dalawa na pala pamangkin ko sa mga pinsan ko.. hehe.

paguwi ko kahapon hinatak ako ni boyie, pinakita ang kanyang sleeping 10-month old na bebe.

galing ako sa ortigas kasama ko si avy. end of contract nung isa niya officemate kaya ayun, inuman na naman. before nun, galing kami gamol, nagpa-Nutracell ako. sarap nga eh. sa slimmers world. hehe. sarap kasi libre.

meron pa silang parang darkroom tas isusubsob mo mukha mo makikita mo mga diperensya sa skin hehe. galing..

may inuman na naman sa kabila. bday kasi ni boyie nung july 11. pati si cj na cute nandun din kinukulit si rj. hindi na nga ako kilala eh.

nakausap ko din si Indo, the Milo Best boy. Sa November daw, he will take the board exams. gud lak. buti pa sila. hehe. (bitterness na naman!)

teka. inantok ako sa pag-edit sa composer ng Hanggang Kailan. kakaadik. hehe.

sakit ulo ko. tulog muna ko.

Be Not Afraid

I had to walk a long way to get a jeepney until Gil Puyat because of the big rally that happened at Ayala Avenue. Haayy.. There were lot of people gathered since the night before the big event scheduled for Wednesday morning.

Masaya maglakad ng mahaba basta may kasama. Kasama mo ung mga peralyista.

Posters, stickers on the walls, the big stage setup, trucks and jeepneys full of people from all over Metro Manila, or even from the provinces.

Basta lahat who supports FPJ and wants Gloria to step down.

Why dont they just increase our salaries? Haha. Rather than creating havoc and chaos in my working place. Tapos wala daw kami hazard pay. Chismis.

Sayang nga lang I forgot my digicam.
Saka di ako nakahingi ng 'BE NOT AFRAID' sticker.

Britishly singing..

At Music One, Greenbelt, people were waiting while the background announcement says that Orange & Lemons will be playing soon and were already 15 minutes frustrated. Haha.


Yeah baby!

They are on a promo for their second album, Strike Whilst the Iron is Hot.
Actually, I like the first album more, Love in the land of rubber shoes and dirty ice cream.


where's little drummer boy?

Songs I like on the second album (which we purchased at Recto records.. as Jhon calls it..) are Lihim, Heaven Knows, Caught in Line (galing ni Clem when he sang this, no accompaniment..) & Hanggang Kailan. (Umuwi ka na baby..)


I'm not British, ey..

Astig OnL. Pati mga kasama ko kahapon.

"There are times when I'm lying in my bed.. How I willow and cry from this stupid game.. And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day.."

UNSPECIFIED

You are nothing but..
..I mean everything to you.

You mean nothing to everyone.
Everyone means nothing to you.

I am your everything.
You are not my everything..
..but you dont mean nothing.

You are something to me.
Something does not mean everything.
I cant give you everything..
..but I can give you something.

Everyone means something.
Anyone can give you something.
Someone can give you everything.
Why is everyone nothing to you?

Dont make me your everything for I
cant give you everything.
I can only give you something that might be
nothing to everything that you give.

It might seem nothing to you but theres something
that makes me want to give you everything..

If you only knew how much I want to give..
..to give you everything..

-elppa-
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Pinoy Blonde OST at Podium

Gosh.. I'm so happy.. I had the chance to see Imago at promise mahal ko na si Aya..
went to Podium last night with Abby, where bands from the Pinoy Blonde Soundtrack played which includes Sugarfree, Imago, Radioactive Sago Project, Kapatid, Byaheng Reggae (with Boy 2 Quizon), Twisted Halo (na walang nasiyahan..hehe).

haaayy.. ang saya kahit masakit ang mga binti namin ni abby (at magulo yung mga teens na babae sa harapan namin..)

naiiyak ako wala kaming picture ni aya.. huhuhu. ang cute niya promise.
kulit pa niya sumasayaw siya sa Anino.. yahoo!

Sabi nila astig daw yung movie about 2 frustrated filmmakers headed by Boy 2 and Epi Quizon. Panoorin daw namin ni Abby eh.. well.. you wont know if a film is good unless you watch it.. right?

Balik digicafe

had no sleep and yet still had the time to go out with bucs. but of course, love ko silang lahat. ako kaya love nila? hehe. (just wondering..)


bucs @ digicafe. pssst.. bawal yosi dito.

went to digicafe. i saw vang pala. actually she saw me. one year higher sakin schoolmate ko as sfs na siya kasama ko sa glee club. astig na soprano un eh.


lagot ka jun puro bebot kasama mo..

i only had 2 bottles of sanmiglite. but had a few shots at the billiards hall. combo of redhorse & sanmiglite. adik kasi yung tanggero. hehe.


gorgeous gracie and cutie cam

good thing they had a night out coz joby's gonna be leaving soon. I think by the 10th. flying overseas for work. Great opportunity but of course bucs will miss him.


joby dont go! waaahhh..

Wala nako pagagalitan dahil sa overuse of sirs and ma'ams. Huhu.