what da hell?

im enjoying my daily dose of multiply & friendster and VOILA..! Shocking! Hahahaha!

humanap ka ng panget

i never thought of this song from Andrew E. until someone made me realize that SOMETIMES its true. I just want to make it clear: NOT from personal experience. There's this girl who badly needs to hear this song, and she knows, that I dedicate this song to her. I hope you'll soon have peace in your heart.

kung gusto mong lumigaya ang iyong buhay,

humanap ka ng panget at ibigin mong tunay

isang panget na talagang di mo matanggap,

at wag ang lalake na iyong pangarap

ngunti kung bakit ko sinabi to'y simple lang,

pagka't magagandang lalake ay naglalaro lang

ng iyong oras, pagod, hirap at salapi,

at handang handang iwanan ka naman sa sandali

hanggang sa ikaw ay wala nang ibigay diba?

BREAK IT DOWN. Yeah.

ang babae hindi sinasaktan

i'm not really talking from experience, besa & i was just talking about it.. then i realized.. "ang babae minamahal, hindi sinasaktan.. lalake na lang ang saktan.."

hehehe..

getting hitched

why am i suddenly seeing a lot of people I know, tieing the knot, going to honeymoons, dressing up for bridal showers? Are they just ahead or am I late for this?

I just get this awww feeling.. I planned to get married at 26, well, that was my plan before.. guess I have to wait, or maybe its not yet too late.. I hope.

anti-anger

my goal everyday: not to be mad or to express anger in an explosive manner

so far I'm meeting my goal. Like today. I had lot of reasons to explode, but no I did not. I think its just a waste of energy.

Well, Besa said that I can reprimand without getting mad. True. Its difficult with the job I have, but still true.

The Bodyguard

If I shud stey, ayl tink op yu. ebri step op da weee-he-hey.

so gudbay, plz! don kray, we bot no, am nat wat yu, yu nid.

indaaaaaay-iyah-iyah..

ay wil olweys lab yu!

(a.k.a the bebeguard)

feel good moment

had a MP - salon's code for manicure & pedicure. before i would usually ask to put colorless nail polish on my nails, but this time I thought of something different. colorless on my toe nails, and a purple-ish red on my tired hand nails. first time. my sister had her hair cut a little and ask the stylist to make her look like 'Dyosa' with bangs. my hair was hot-oiled (yes, i made it up alright).

I know that its just really good for one day, but hey, it feels good to have someone take care of you sometimes.. ;)

sana.

sana marami ako pera para wala nang problema.

bow.

Uncommon vowel

Magic 899 just gave away a brand new car this morning. Callers from Manila & Cebu are alternately guessing the plate number of the hot car to win it. During the last 5 minutes, a 'JB' was able to guess it. Its UYC423 (I think, but yes it started with U). Most of the callers are guessing the plate and uses A or E or sometimes I or often O.. but hardly anyone choose to start it with U. I thought it was the most uncommon vowel. Lucky guy this JB is.

Mo was the only who knows the plate #, and said that he hated those who just call in to win the car. Haha. He wants the winner to be a religious listener of Magic. Not just some any asshole who wants to win something.

Wala lang. Restday ko. I get to listen to The Good Times.

besamemucho!

sa araw na ito batiin si

wilfredo V. besa

AKA

jon

besa

bumbay

long hair

kulot

starjonbesa

baho

panget

at kung anu man tawag sa kanya,

siya ay mabait, magulo, pasaway, masaya, mahigpit, nakakatakot, nakakatawa, magaling, maingay, maarte, madaldal, maganda, mayabang, malambing, madumi, marunong, maalaga, matangkad, mataba, maingay, maingay, makulit, malikot, maputi, malakas,

at higit sa lahat, birthday niya ngayon.

happy birthday babebibobumbay!

hap burdey

sabi ng pamangkin ko "hap burdey"

hehehe.. and it just made my birthday a good one.

surprised that my kids would greet me.. (thanks to friendster & that little birthday gift icon)

i'll just sleep my birthday away..

normal day. at the office. for the past f%$*# years.. i mean four years.

haay. i need mang jose cuervo.

Red Ribbon

Kat & Nin sent me a Red Ribbon Black Forrest cake today.. Miss my friends.. Though they are far away, they never fail to remember & make me happy on my day.. Thank you mah bestfriends..

Sarap ng cake.. U want?

**pacute sa pic,with the red ribbon on my head..

3 years since..

It has been three years since..

wacky, weirdo, cool, rockin' & rollin', superb, excellent, extra challenge, exhilarating, boombastic, explosive, waiting & still waiting, funny, loveable, colorful YEARS..

Another poem about love

its an irritatingly unique, indescribable, superb emotion that flows within our entire wholeness..

..& never can you take it away from someone.

love never dies; people do & people kill love.

love sucks; but without love, everything sucks.

love is for the world; without love where is the world?

love is all bullshit; but if you don't love, you are a moron, idiot and a whole waste of human flesh.

love is full of color; without it, it will be just be gloomy blacks & sorrowful greys.

love hurts; but love heals much faster.

love messes everything up; but it also stitches & patches things up.

love makes you sniff & cry; love makes you die of laughter.

love burns until you melt down; but love can burn hell down.

love can't be undone; its permanent.

you can fall in love; you can't fall out of love, its just that love moves in a different level - lower or higher.

love is perfect; flaws & faults doesn't make it imperfect, the people-that-don't-know-how-love-works do.

LOVE DOES NOT NEED BECAUSE, BECAUSE LOVE IS THE CAUSE.

Walang break time

I like this.

At SSS, there was this one official of SSS that was giving "like a speech" to those who are forever waiting to get their transactions done at the agency. He was rendering an apology to the group of people outside the office because not everybody can be accomodated all in one day. It was lunchtime & the sun was strikingly hot which makes the people more frustrated & cranky because they have to go back the next working day.

It was truly nice for this official to apologize to all. Then one lady asked, "Paano po yan break time na?" He answered, as if is he the president of SSS, "Wala pong break time dito. Bawal po ang break time!"

Wow. I hope all government agencies has this rule that there should be no interruption of transactions even if its lunchtimne. I know, they also need to eat and rest and puff a quick cigar, but why not do it alternately right? They dont really had to go on break all at the same time.

Unlike in Makati City Hall, we came to request a certified true copy of the marriage certificate (of Jon's parents). When we arrived, lights were all out (well, not all, but enough to cover those employees who are taking their breaks and catching a good lunch sleep.) It was 1230PM, and a lot of people are already waiting, probably starving & wanting to rest at home, but NO, they had to wait until 1PM to talk to somebody. I mean, what's wrong with taking their breaks at different times? It would not interrupt work right?

Try working in a call center. The work never stops. Its what you call shifting.

Anyway, there was no available paper to write on for me to put something in the suggestion box. Oh well, we'll be back there on the 23rd. Ill just bring my own. ;)

bad ending

im so helpless, lonely, and i cant do anything about it.. im losing all of them.. one by one.. actually not one by one but 6 all the same time.. it was so sudden that im calling desperate actions from everyone.. but still i feel like i didnt do my best to save them.. nauubos na mga anak ko! huhuhu..

i just dont want them to think that i didnt do anything to save them.. not until i received a message from one of them.. "for all the things that ive said that i shouldnt have said and for all the things that i didnt say that i should have said, im sorry. thanks for still taking care of me.."

im so touched coz i felt that my efforts were appreciated.. even if i know that i made stupid decisions in the past that led to disasters, and made them suffer. exaggerated? but its how i feel. i love them and i know they feel the same, maybe not all but i know i have been an important part of their worklife.. i just feel like its all coming to a bad ending.

sadness.. and more sadness..

im not a superwoman..

i wish i was in this kind of situations.. i feel so helpless that i cant do anything to save my babies.. haayy.. nauubos mga anak ko.. and those who are left im now encouraging to leave.. i just dont see any reason to stay here since i feel like theyre not treating us right.. as for my agents thats how they feel.. it sucks but its true.

i really feel so helpless, made stupid decisions and now i cant do anything for them.. i just wish they wouldnt feel that i did nothing for them.. thats the worst of my worries..