mA sAssy girL

ma sassy girl.
am i one?

di naman ata ko ganun.
siguro half lang.
half kay besa.

i really love the story, somewhat reminds me of me before..

drunk in tears.
broken hearted.
saved by the one,
one who's with me now.

'twas the night when i was so happy to the extremes only to find out that i'll be scared to the verge of tears falling.

it was totally unexpected.
but it was expected.
scary though.

never been so scared this much.

maybe because its halloween?

theres nothing to do but let tears fall.
run away.
hide.

how long is this gonna last?

how long can I last?

my hands are tied.

its hard to be where i am now.
i dont even know how i got here.

what am i getting into?
i didnt even realize it until i got here.
i dont want to think that im trapped.
trapped between my mind and my heart.

i do know that i am happy.
sometimes real, sometimes not.

am i too demanding?
of myself and the people around me?

the person staring at me in my most darkest hour,
is the person waiting in vain for me to understand.
i dont even know why i started it.

having doubts? yes.

but when you love, you need no doubts.
its unfair.
unfair to yourself and the person staring back at you.

am i ready to give it all?

long lasting relationships are based on honesty and trust.
am i trusting enough?

i trust anyone so easily. because i know that no one would betray me.
maybe thats what i think. or what i want to believe.
may it be true or not.

weve been running several months,
in circles, perhaps.

now i dont want to be too demanding.
but need i not demand?
even if im being broken down into pieces?

everyone can bring you down.
but i dont want to be the one to hurt myself anymore.

i am not YOUR doctor.

I don't want to be your other half I believe that one and one make two.

I don't want to be the glue that holds your pieces together.

I don't want to be your idol.
See this pedestal is high and I'm afraid of heights.

I don't want to be responsible for your fractured heart and its wounded beat.

I don't want to be a substitute for the smoke you've been inhaling.

What do you thank me for.

David & Kaye's wedding

it was 1230pm and was raining so hard.
jhon and i was late on meeting up with camela and mark.
hehe. galit na nga honey ko eh.

took a sta cruz bus and arrived at cayet's cabin at 2pm exactly.
which was the scheduled time for the wedding to start.

nagmamadali na kami magbihis, sumabay kami sa van.
nakakahiya nga eh. at eto pang si besa, hay naku, sabi ko magdala ng polo. wala din pala.

we arrived at the church by 3pm, and people had lined up for the communion.


honey, be, epol & minette

it was just a simple church. but who cares? its a wedding of 2 lovers who, i think is on their 5th year already being together. gosh. sweet.

we saw minette and kix there as well. they were kaye's team mates at directv.

kulit ni besa. photographer at alalay in one. hehe.
love you, man.

after the wedding, we went to the reception.

astig yung place.

all glass walls, overlooking laguna.

ganda lalo na nung kinagabihan.
nawili nga kami sa picture, i brought my digicam.

stayed at villa mejia.

in the moring, we bought goto sa may crossing.

checked out 12 noon.

naiwanan pa ni camela ung damit niya.
hehehe.

Recto Records at Nina Live!

kailan kaya matatapos ang magulong kwento ni babebibobu?

world war na naman daw.
sana may maitulong ako. pero wala.
everytime something happens, theres onlyone thing I hope for.
sana bumalik parin sila.

ayun.
nagpunta na lang kami ng recto records. (as Jhon calls it)
super girl ako. nakaskirt. ready to sing with Nina ng,

"Dont call me in the middle of the night no more.." at ng,

"Love moves in mysterious ways.."

I bought PBB soundtrack and Jagged Little Pill acoustic.
ganda ng Alanis. I heard it playing at Glorietta.
Favorite ko talaga tong album dati pa.

papapalit sana ng earrings si Jhon ng biglang nangyari
ang isang nakakahiyang pangyayari..

napigtal ung sandals ko!
gusto ko na ngang umiyak nun eh.
pero buti na lang,
may hikaw ako sa bag.. este.. perdible pala.

kinabit niya muna at nagpunta kami sa isettan para bumili ng sandals.
nagkaron tuloy ako ng dahilan para bumili ng sandals. hehehe.

anyway.. it was quite fun. hehehe.
were supposed to take the lrt but i might be late for 630 meeting with chris at allied.

"I'm missing you already!"

wala lang. hehe.

Met Chrissy at Ministop.
We took the mrt.
When we arrived, Toni, Pia, Tolitz and Ria were already inside.
Were just in time, its okay because we had good seats at Araneta.

The concert was fun!
Chrissy and I was really excited to hear, I dont want to be your friend.
I remember 2 are my themesongs, courtesy of Chris and Maymay.


the closest I can get to her..

Nina was great, great outfits as well, colorful nga eh.
I just didnt like the last part when she sang, I believe I can fly."
Di siya nakalipad eh..


pia & toni after the concert

I loved Through the fire as well..

Next concert would be MYMP in NOvember.. ipon na!


ayan si Nina sa likod!

After, we went to Rj's place.
It was so cozy (as they described it.)
Japanese inspired.
All white.
Very minimalistic yet unique.


ganda nung naka-skirt.. hehe..

Natulog.
Uminom sandali.
At pumasok na sa Allied.
Natulog ulit.

Took calls for 2 hours.

Haay..

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