Friday, January 27, 2006

i lost. how do i win this?

it sucks to lose your favorite things right?

like i lost my pen one time, and its a pilot retractable pen that i really love.
nakakainis!

you know what, that's nothing pala.

it kills to lose a very important person in your life. persons for that matter..

damn it. be careful with words. but i was sorry. heartily sorry.

i just dont understand why. i tried to redeem myself. i was pushed away, left alone in the crowd, ignored, tricked, lied to. and so many things. yet im still smiling.

i just dont know if i still want to smile. or laugh.

ang hirap hirap ng nararamdaman ko ngayon.
sira lahat.
hindi mo na alam ang totoo.
bakit ka tinutulak palayo?
bakit walang tumutulong sayo?

ako yung dehado, ignorante sa mga bagay, walang alam..
pero bakit ako yung masama..
bakit mali ang mga sinasabi ko..
ano ba talaga..
naguguluhan na ko.