sadness #12

when you are enveloped by sadness that is brought about by a lot of things that happened-whether in the past, just recently, or what you maybe expecting thats gonna happen tomorrow, there will always be that someone who can share your troubles with. But how great is that sadness if you cant have someone to share it with anymore. Or if that someone cant handle you anymore more than you can handle yourself. You always choose a last resort which should have been the first. Fear is something i dont want to have and it something thats eating me up now. My conversations and tears i offer to my Lord because of all of them, there is nobody else who can fully accept me for what i am and what i am not.