im so helpless, lonely, and i cant do anything about it.. im losing all of them.. one by one.. actually not one by one but 6 all the same time.. it was so sudden that im calling desperate actions from everyone.. but still i feel like i didnt do my best to save them.. nauubos na mga anak ko! huhuhu..
i just dont want them to think that i didnt do anything to save them.. not until i received a message from one of them.. "for all the things that ive said that i shouldnt have said and for all the things that i didnt say that i should have said, im sorry. thanks for still taking care of me.."
im so touched coz i felt that my efforts were appreciated.. even if i know that i made stupid decisions in the past that led to disasters, and made them suffer. exaggerated? but its how i feel. i love them and i know they feel the same, maybe not all but i know i have been an important part of their worklife.. i just feel like its all coming to a bad ending.
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