its hard to be where i am now.
i dont even know how i got here.
what am i getting into?
i didnt even realize it until i got here.
i dont want to think that im trapped.
trapped between my mind and my heart.
i do know that i am happy.
sometimes real, sometimes not.
am i too demanding?
of myself and the people around me?
the person staring at me in my most darkest hour,
is the person waiting in vain for me to understand.
i dont even know why i started it.
having doubts? yes.
but when you love, you need no doubts.
its unfair.
unfair to yourself and the person staring back at you.
am i ready to give it all?
long lasting relationships are based on honesty and trust.
am i trusting enough?
i trust anyone so easily. because i know that no one would betray me.
maybe thats what i think. or what i want to believe.
may it be true or not.
weve been running several months,
in circles, perhaps.
now i dont want to be too demanding.
but need i not demand?
even if im being broken down into pieces?
everyone can bring you down.
but i dont want to be the one to hurt myself anymore.
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