Seasonal Affective Disorder

I remember Nin had this before.. what about now? me too?

During holidays & special occasions, I can go to all the places I know and celebrate with them but not to the place that I have been dreaming of.. I hope that it will not be a dream forever.. Still waiting..

Chuck Taylor

Nice! I think my agents love me.. enough to buy me a pair of chucks! My first pair actually! I was planning to buy by the end of this month, so this was really a surprise for me.

Unexpected and touching..

Raffle!

Held a raffle for my agents. Saw the excitement in their eyes.. for the groceries!

Well.. I hope they are happy..

CRIBS

I complained but not too much.. Especially when I had fun at CRIBS. It was an outreach program of DTV. They take care of infants and abused girls. We had a lot of interaction with the girls, they were friendly and accomodating. I also had the chance to play with some of the infants. Some of them were left somewhere, like in the mall or in the garbage. Maybe we don't understand those mothers who does that to their babies. But why not leave them to their relatives or somewhere where they would be best taken care of?

There were these two babies who were isolated because they have a fever. One was crying so hard that I almost felt like crying too. THere was ony one nurse who takes care all of the babies.

We played games, intermission numbers and gift giving. It was funny when we played the Newspaper dance, one girl had to carry me on her back because I can't. Hehehe. Magaan naman daw ako eh.

Maymay asked me to sing Better Days, I thought I would be able to get away by playing with the infants but not with Maymay. When I was walking home I passed by a videoke bar wherein one lady was singing better days. Natawa lang ako.. Hihi.

Im so tired

Friday morning, woke up at 6am to meet France at RCBC Makati.
We had coffee at Starbucks, and then went to Dencios. I made a reservation for my team, dinner at 7pm. Then we went to SM Makati, bought toys for the kids. I thought I'd buy some for my "inaanaks". Si France kasi eh. Andami ko tuloy nabili.

Friday night, met my team at Dencios. Had dinner, I'm happy because we're complete and we took pictures. Well, I hope they had fun. We continued our get together at Maru KTV. It was not the best place to be, but we had fun singing.

Lesson Learned. Next time I'll get an early reservation..

BTW, We met a kid, a flower vendor who had no slippers so I thought what the heck, I'll buy him a pair at Mnistop. Rona bought him dinner. Kawawa naman. I wish I could do more for them..

No time to sleep!

I only had 2 hours of sleep!
Buti buhay pa ako.

Met Nin at Fatima Valenzuela, which was by the way my first time to go there alone.
Before that, I passed by Redbox Greenbelt just to discover that they are fully booked for Friday night! Grrr!

I managed to get to Fatima, at hindi ako nawala yehey! (muntik na)
Ate at Shakeys. Nin had a sprain. Clumsy old Nin. ;)

Hindi nako marunong magcommute! Waahh!

Nin told me something about an advice I gave her a long time ago and I don't remember me saying that. She said it was really ironic. When she told me, I did not believe it. But I guess I had to.

Thought a about it a lot. But then, if she would ask for an advice again, I would still say no. Brings a lot of comlications. In my case, a whoole lot.

It was good

I'm feeling much better now.
We talked about things.
I told him how I feel, and he listened.
I got a text message from him which was very unexpected.
I thought he never knew how I felt..

Rock the Riles

We parked Crazy Ass near MRT, and had a little problem with her stand. It was stuck, and Jon had to borrow a hammer to fix it. Anyway, when we arrived at the station. Paramita was next to perform. Yay! Bought cards to get in and see them up close & personal. Took pictures of course. Also saw Up Dharma Down, Radioactive Sago, Giniling Festival and another band whose name I forgot but was singing like Brandon Boyd.

Gang Badoy talked about the Sumilao farmers which is the cause of the event. Rockedphilippines brings events like this for a good cause. Human Rights. Rock on.

Not enough sleep.It was hot. We had to pay P25 each to get in but it was worth it.

New experience.

Busy day

Went to Exportbank Plaza Saturday morning at 9am to meet my honey Camela.
We had coffee at Starbucks 6750, talked about everything we missed doing together.
She is actually the only one I can talk to about him.
At around noon, we continued our date at Big Grill.
3 bottles each. Gosh I miss drinking with her.
Besa came. I have no intention of telling him but them I missed him. And so I did.

I didn't tell him that I was with Camela, he picked me up there and we went to Red Box to meet our co-workers. Due to the downstaffing, our boss thought of having a little get together for everyone. And then there was drining again. My favorite, Mang Jose. Came to the office at 2am in the morning. Still dizzy, hangover, but I got to work.

The things I do before work.. Haay.

3 hours

I only had 3 hours rest.. from all the aches in the world. Work, love, family.. All of it. I guess I'm not the best doctor of my heart. I don't even know what it wants.. Or sometimes I don't know what it wants, for that matter. I need some rest from thinking.Because thinking makes me feel weary and tired, and worst of it all, it hurts..

She's back!

Nin is back home!
She got here 28th I think.
Stayed overnight @ Marilao with Arvin.
Had like 2 wapak and 2 shots of my fave, Mang Jose.

Catch up on things..
Miss her.