Unexpected

Everytime I hear it I always expect what I want. But most of the time I get frustrated because I would eventually realize that I'm wrong, and I shouldn't be expecting too much at all.

I have all these bottled up in my head and can't figure out what is happening. It's burning inside like I wanna explode into something that I'm usually not.

It has been this long since I took this path, when I chose to live as if nothing is ever gonna be the same. I'm walking through it and leading me somewhere I don't know.

Isn't that enough to say that I understand everything?

Don't get me wrong. Everything is appreciated. Glad to hear, to see, to accept all of it. It may not be obvious. Just look a little bit closer.

I don't have any reason to complain or to back out now because what I said was true and nothing can change it. I'm still here, the same old me.

I wish its gonna be my turn now. To be understood.