Go ahead

Some things never change.
Some do.
Not just things.
But feelings.

If you dont believe me,
Fine.

Regrets.
All have one.
You did too.
But its over.

I threw it away.
Why?
I dont need it.
Not now.
Not again.

Why did you see it?
I dont know.

But its gone.
I wont go back.
Never.
Not again.

Im here now.
Past is past.
Here is now.
Nowness.

Time is precious.
Mine is yours.
Now.
Cant you see?
Cant you feel?

There's doubt.
I know.
I told you.

If you dont believe me,
Fine.

It was sad.
It was stupid.
It was all gone.

No intention.
Going back.
Never again.

Words are words.
It destroys.
It kills.

Words are precious.
I dont say it.
But I do.

Dont ask anyone.
No one knows.
No one but you.
And me.

But if you dont believe me,
Fine.

It hurts.
Like hell.

Now I can feel.
I do.
I want to.
Ill get over it.
I promise.

Believe me.
Give me time.
I will.